once again, it's time to stop and save my own life.

no one ever does it for me, goddamn it. just once it would be nice for someone to give enough of a shit that they would do it for me--but no one ever does.

maybe that's just the way life is?

to do:
fix car
see doctor
go back to yoga
stop drinking so damn much
go to work
paint more
write more
stay in at night once in a while
stop living so fucking hard


The last one is the toughie.