i keep trying to sleep but it keeps waking me up almost every hour on the dot.

im worried im sustaining damage to my kidneys. things hurt a lot but i don't want to call my mom. i just cant go back to the hospital.

the stones dont seemt o be moving much at all. theyre just sitting there. they call them staghorns--when a bunch of stones calcify together to form this armature that is kinda like a deer antler

i'm really worried. im going to try to go back to sleep.