So...now what?

So I did it: I did my burlesque routine, with the tai chi sword, for the killradio.org anniversary show.

So ends about two months of stress, anxiety, self-loathing (primarily directed at my thighs), compulsive yoga-class attendance, and general freaking out.

I did it, and I'm proud I went through with it, but now I need a break from the world and all its stresses. I'm turnign off the ringer on my phone and not going out at night for as long as I can get away with it.

Phew.